had orientation trainin..was a little beta than expected..hopefully on thurs cn hav full attendance as well..anw, i decided..aft orientation..i aint gonna let myself fret bout sj or anythin else anymore..i jux wanna live my life alone, at least for the tyme being, without havin to worry/be responsible/fret/be unhappy bout anyone or anitin..except u, i dono y..but u r the oni 1 i wanna let into my world..

anw, orientation is on fri..am so afraid of hiccups..but i guess i cnt worry much..
and and and im gg to buy a headphone wif xiami..and gonna study wif N..if im allowed to..
shall end here..gtg to do my stuffs..:(

well..am in a very very very bad mood today..
ur don noe how i feel at all, all ur cn do is giv me ur damn attitudes..HELLO! im oso someone wif feelings lor...ur nv cared bout how i feel..but y shld ur even care in e first place? i reali shouldn be complainin because humans r selfish creatures..as long as they r nt the one doin the tings..they jux wanna show u attitude..
do u noe how much i wanted to argue bac?? if i cn trust them to produce work, im gonna hv to wait a long tyme..to them, this doesn matter to them..deadlines r meant to be followed but no one is..they jux don care..by now, everyone noes wt im tokin bout.i said b4, ur cn hate me..i don care..ur cn picture me for being a bitch and so on..but it doesn matter to me..because i aready don hav frends..
well, but now i finally knew, who i mean to people and how much people giv a damn bout me..im nth, apparently, to people, im someone they cn show their attitudes to...
jux nw, durin the ting..when all of us were together..i guess ur will nv noe tat i was holdin back my tears..big tyme! fine! i shall jux nt care anymore..ur cn jux do ur respective jobs..so long as thr isnt anythin wrong...im fine wif wateva ur wans..im tired to argue and so on le..im tired of this whole ting le..

went jurong point to shop today..
bought a new schbag which i lurve..its so so nice..
anw, mon is sch and my hw are all untouched..haiz, am so lazy to do..
cnt belive caroline tan actually wan the sch to fold boats on e first day of sch! tats like SO lame..if nt fr orientation training, i might be tempted to not go to sch..zzz..but i kinda miss sch as well..lols..!
oh, i painted my nails gold yesterday and the colour was so beautiful..sadly i hv to remove e colour tmrw else teachers r gg to screw me upside down..

am gg to end here..oh, b4 i 4got..follow me on twitter k? haha..
link to my twitter: http://twitter.com/venomous_gal/

i dono wat the hell is wrong wif this whole damn ting..every single thing is gg wrong..i like kena hated by people coz im nt doin a proper job and coz im wastin ur tyme..im so sry..its nt like i wan to..stop givin me all ur attitude and nasty words..do u tink i feel good bout it? do u tink by sayin tat ur r helpin me? we r suppose to be a team but now wat? all ur cn do is to giv me extra workloads and ur don care do u? i ask ur to do ur tings and i said ur hav to giv me by mon..nw is tues endin and i recieved nth..when i ask ur, ur cn stil shout at me sayin ur r busy..thn arent i? im oso a person..i got my limits as well, pls don tink tat wat i ask ur to do r nt impt..but i guess it aint gg to make a diff..ur wont care..


im forever the extra person..im alone in this world..i really rather nt be born...this wil be beta than havin to walk down the road alone, wif no one thr for u..wif no one hu gives a damn bout u..wif no one hu cares bout u..i feel like a zombie..aready my soul is lost..al thr is left is the body tht is jux waiting for its end..for the tyme to end whn she don hav to walk anymore, nt alone anymore..

okay..its 12.27 and im nt yet slpin..maybe soon bahs..
i did smth i tot i wouldn do..which is kinda weird, coz i noe afew people wil be stunned bahs..
anw, xmas was 2 days ago and it was jux another day for me..except tat went pulau ubin cycle, past by e path we walked to npcc campsite on anco..lol..missed anco..then went prawn fishin at geylang area..tat was fun, like totally..omg! and we went again today..haha..i kinda noe how to fish for a prawn le..haha, anyone wan go prawn-fishin wif me? haha, im serious wor..
anw, orientation is kilin me..BIG TYME!! like oh my gosh, thrs so many tings to do..and miss poh ting xin, if u r readin, im nt complainin..jux writin..haha..
ok..endin post here..pix wil be up in fb in e nxt couple days..

im effing stressed up!!

aint gg to elaborate much other than e fact tat for once in my entire life, i feel so stressed up im gg gaga..nt even exams stressed me up liddat..for once, i regretted joinin my cca..but whining aint gg to help..lets jux pray tat no more problems is gg to occur..07, pls do ur jobs k? orientation CANNOT go wrong..thanks..

a super short post to save my dead blog..bac to orientation suff:(